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Dementia-FallenAngel

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Amaranth by Dementia-FallenAngel, literature

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  • United States
  • Deviant for 16 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
I am just simply a lover who has lost his place. I see only one purpose in the world, and that purpose is to make others happy... If someone is able to do this, there is positive impact on existance. This is my aim, as I see no other purpose to life... Unfortunately I do not learn about my mistakes too well, and last time I forgot to learn my lesson I screwed something up really really bad, so... As of now I have vowed to look at all my mistakes, before making a new one... Just to be sure that it is in fact a new one, and not one that I could already have learned my lesson from, but was too thick headed to do anything about it... I am completely and totally in love with Ashlynn, and I have no idea how to prove it to her, and show her how I have changed... Nor do I have any idea how to get myself out of the hole I am stuck in at the moment. So yeah... That is my current "Who I Am." Segment... Enjoy.

Current Residence: Small roomish thing.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL
Print preference: On paper...
Favourite genre of music: Not rap, nor country...
Favourite style of art: Goth, Angels
Operating System: I seem to operate on no sleep lately...
MP3 player of choice: Zune
Shell of choice: My Lenore blankey
Wallpaper of choice: Red
Skin of choice: Mine
Favourite cartoon character: Nny
Personal Quote: Pessimists; At worst, the satisfaction of knowing they were right. At best, pleasantly surprised.

Favourite Visual Artist
Brom
Favourite Movies
The Crow
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Apoptygma Berzerk
Favourite Writers
John Keats,
Favourite Games
FFVII
Favourite Gaming Platform
The kind that plays games on it!
Tools of the Trade
Simply a soul, and a conduit.
Other Interests
Katherine!
I feel as though she wishes me dead, even though she denies hating me...  If it really were true that she wished me dead, I would ask her to do it herself. For then I know my final act made happy the only person I ever truly loved. I am giving up.  I give up on being happy.  I give up on trying.  I give up on making anyone happy...  Most of all, I give up on me.  If I had but one wish...  It would be for one last chance... One chance to make it all better.
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To feel as if you do not exist??? Here is how I feel...  In a musical sort of sense. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akrNckBNMa0 And the lyrics, for those of you too lazy to just go listen to it... Can't you see me falling an endless fall? Can't you hear me calling a neverending call? Can't you see me bleeding? I'm losing control Can't you see me dying? I'm dying alone... "I'm Dying Alone" BlutEngel
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I am lost....

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Without her.  If any of you have ever felt a true emotional apocalypse than you will know what I mean.  Every breath is painful, every smile, strained...  Thinking about the one you lost...  Is like stabbing yourself in the diaphragm and twisting the blade, thrice clockwise, twice counter...  If you do not think of them, you feel as though your thoughts are empty and nothing matters.  I had the one thing I always wanted and I screwed it up... "If you love someone set them free, should they return, it's meant to be!"  I suppose the karmic law of three struck me dead in the heart this time...  I guess I deserved it...  I don't know what to do,
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Hé Deavon. Je me demandais juste comment vous faites. Je ne vous vois jamais à l'école plus. Je vous manque. Je suis désolé que vous n'ayez aucune chance les amis s'intégrant ou rendants. Je regrette que je ne puisse pas vous avoir aidés. J'ai dit chacun d'être civil mais cela a échoué. Je suppose que j'échoue toujours . anyways. Je vous manque.








Hey Deavon. I was just wondering how you are doing. I never see you at school anymore. I miss you. I am sorry you had no luck fitting in or making friends. I wish I could have helped you. I told everyone to be civil but that failed. I guess I always fail. anyways. I miss you.
I am not there any more! :)
Thank you for the watch.