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I feel dead anyways....

Wed May 13, 2009, 11:52 AM
I feel as though she wishes me dead, even though she denies hating me... If it really were true that she wished me dead, I would ask her to do it herself.

For then I know my final act made happy the only person I ever truly loved.

I am giving up. I give up on being happy. I give up on trying. I give up on making anyone happy... Most of all, I give up on me. If I had but one wish... It would be for one last chance...

One chance to make it all better.

  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Psychic Vampire - Angelspit
  • Reading: A world in hell, I have failed
  • Watching: The you've been blocked message appear repeatedly.
  • Playing: WoW... It numbs my thoughts.
  • Eating: My wings... My thirst... My love... My desire..
  • Drinking: I need some god damn rum!!!

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I am just simply a lover who has lost his place. I see only one purpose in the world, and that purpose is to make others happy... If someone is able to do this, there is positive impact on existance. This is my aim, as I see no other purpose to life... Unfortunately I do not learn about my mistakes too well, and last time I forgot to learn my lesson I screwed something up really really bad, so... As of now I have vowed to look at all my mistakes, before making a new one... Just to be sure that it is in fact a new one, and not one that I could already have learned my lesson from, but was too thick headed to do anything about it... I am completely and totally in love with Ashlynn, and I have no idea how to prove it to her, and show her how I have changed... Nor do I have any idea how to get myself out of the hole I am stuck in at the moment. So yeah... That is my current "Who I Am." Segment... Enjoy.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Small roomish thing.
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL
  • Print preference: On paper...
  • Interests: Ashlynn...!
  • Favourite movie: The Crow
  • Favourite band or musician: Blut Engel, currently...
  • Favourite genre of music: Not rap, nor country...
  • Favourite artist: Brom
  • Favourite poet or writer: John Keats,
  • Favourite photographer: Ashlynn.
  • Favourite style of art: Goth, Angels
  • Operating System: I seem to operate on no sleep lately...
  • MP3 player of choice: Zune
  • Shell of choice: My Lenore blankey
  • Wallpaper of choice: Red
  • Skin of choice: Mine
  • Favourite game: FFVII
  • Favourite gaming platform: The kind that plays games on it!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Nny
  • Personal Quote: Pessimists; At worst, the satisfaction of knowing they were right. At best, pleasantly surprised.
  • Tools of the Trade: Simply a soul, and a conduit.

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Hé Deavon. Je me demandais juste comment vous faites. Je ne vous vois jamais à l'école plus. Je vous manque. Je suis désolé que vous n'ayez aucune chance les amis s'intégrant ou rendants. Je regrette que je ne puisse pas vous avoir aidés. J'ai dit chacun d'être civil mais cela a échoué. Je suppose que j'échoue toujours . anyways. Je vous manque.








Hey Deavon. I was just wondering how you are doing. I never see you at school anymore. I miss you. I am sorry you had no luck fitting in or making friends. I wish I could have helped you. I told everyone to be civil but that failed. I guess I always fail. anyways. I miss you.
I am not there any more! :)

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You are a real f******* idiot, you know that... You fucked up. In September... You should have realised on all levels that you were not going to lose the one you loved, and you should not have let the stupid harbinger get in the way... You need to get you ract together, and put things straight!

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Hi.

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